Contents: New Year's Eve 2019 -- The Tanaka -- Emergency -- Homecoming -- Journey -- Hiatus -- Eleven Betka Road -- It's too soon -- So many questions... -- Music, my elixir -- Fear -- Canberra -- Homesickness -- Gifts -- Queen Corona -- Trolley Man -- The Oka -- Grieving -- The great pause -- Art -- Music -- The Full Moon Cafe -- The never-ending chai -- The lost summer -- Friends -- Memories -- Moving -- Reflections on home -- Menagerie -- Remnants -- The red dog -- Julie -- The snake track -- Pilgrimage -- Supposing.

An evocative autobiography of the author's-Milena Cifali-experiences with the 2020 bushfires, including the loss of her home.