Sandy Jeffs grew up and went to school in Ballarat. She has lived with schizophrenia and all its moods for 33 years.

Contents: Part One: - Childhood, Girlhood, Youth 1953-1971 -- Part Two: - Student Days 1972-1975 -- Part Three: - Bats in the Belfry 1976-1993 -- Part Four : Into the sunset 1993-2004 -- Part Five : Billowing Psychotic Fantasia May 2005.